Fairy cats, adopt me as your own? They’re so beautiful I forgot how to breathe.
Everything is terrible. Tomorrow my sister is graduating from her veterinary degree and she invited me, which is pretty special seeing she seems to be embarrassed to be related to me, so I really wanna go, but I will have to see both of my parents, and my grandparents, and this includes my actual biological father (abuser) and I am scared shitless. I’m gonna take a bunch of valium but I don’t know if it’s possible to avoid an anxiety attack in this situation, I seem to be having one every time I even think about it.
Yep and when he purrs he alternates between sounding like a tractor or a pigeon, Pigeon is my favourite.
Please, lets all just talk about how wonderful this kitten is.
This amazing creature has grown so much! Most of the growth has been in his tail, which is now a feather duster. I’m moving residence and he isn’t here yet and I miss him so much it aches.
“No one is born hating another person because of the colour of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite.”
- Nelson Mandela, Long Walk to Freedom (1995)
There is so much to break down in this world other than each other.
These are some things I like to do, think about, talk about and will probably blog about:
- breaking everything down (other than each other)
- cultivating compassion
- practicing being vulnerable
- working on wanting to be alive
- mental health
- active consent
- rejecting the gender binary
- cooking and eating food
- dumpster diving
- stick n poke
- being queerpunk as fuck
- Doing It Yourself
- the ocean
- spoken word poetry
- trying my best
- this little blue ball on which we live
- the solar system, galaxy and universe it is floating in
- conflict resolution
- direct action
- flexing my brain muscle
- being generally amazed
Some people who are incredibly important to me died recently, so this blog is likely to contain lots of stuff about death and grief and suicide. If this is triggering for you or you don't wish to see it for any reason, let me know and I will do what I can to help.
I also probably will post a bunch of punk music because that's pretty important right now.
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