February 2012
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I have about an hour to make some Important...
I have to go to the travel agent in an hour and tell them if I’m gonna fly into and out of Vancouver or New York. New York is closer to halifax which is my ultimate destination, but also costs an extra $400 for the return flights. But so would traveling from Vancouver. But I could go across the Northern states of the US and I haven’t been to those before… But vancouver is not...
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Filthy.
So I recently came upon the realisation that the level of filth that I am quite comfortable living in might actually be a problem for other people. I always knew that I was messy, but it’s only a few weeks ago that it occurred to me that some people probably actually get really grossed out about sleeping in my bed, or possibly being in my room at all. So I asked this person that I’ve...
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You know what's really cool?
Sundials.
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Writing love letters to my enemies.
My kindness can outrun your rage any day.
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In cut my hair while I was having a...
And I just hacked away at it all with scissors and it’s a bit terrible. I keep having to avoid mirrors. I have not enough hair and too much face or something.
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I don’t really understand how people deal with or how I ever dealt with living in houses where you are expected to wear clothes all the time.
Daphne Gottlieb, "Why Things Burn" →
sharingpoetry:
My fire-eating career came to an end when I could no longer tell when to spit and when to swallow. Last night in Amsterdam, 1,000 tulips burned to death. I have an alibi. When I walked by your garden, your hand grenades were in bloom. You caught me playing loves me, loves me not, metal pins between my teeth. I forget the difference between seduction and arson, ...
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gloryholebaby:
“Urban tucker man” (that’s my guy) does it again: We’re eating roasted bunya bunya at one am. And it’s fkn delicious.
We just found this odd dinosaur-ish thing in the park and decided to have a go.
Where did you find this? Bunya nuts are actually one of my favourite foods ever but I never know how to get them without actually getting to the Bunya Mountains.
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I spent all of last night dreaming that I was...
And then I woke up to the realisation that it’s actually far too late for that, and I feel like that was news to me. She’s already dead but my heart still doesn’t know. I don’t know if I have actually been at all capable of feeling real feelings or genuinely emotionally responding to anything at all since Stef died. I’m just going through the motions.
I keep telling...
“Banksy on Advertising
“People are taking the piss out of you everyday. They...”
– (via ultimate-nihilistic-love)
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So once upon a time 7.5 years ago I ran away from my family ‘home’, and after tonight I feel like I need to do that again, only much further away. This was not nearly far enough for me to ever feel truly safe.
“Let’s open this fucking pit up.”
– Sylvia Plath (via incorrectsylviaplathquotes)
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GPOY forever →
Anonymous asked: Do you know him? Good response, by the way!
Anonymous asked: Do you have anything to say about the drama that's happening with Nino?
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Can anyone help me work out some US visa waiver...
You know, with the 90 day visa waiver program or whatever. I am really confused and not sure if I’m going to be allowed back into the US or not.
Anonymous asked: So whats your name? Im sorry about the guild too
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Maybe tumblr is not a safe place to vent about...
Nowhere is safe anymore when it comes to student politics. I’m just gonna stay right here under my rock.
Anonymous asked: i'm sorry about your guild.
Anonymous asked: Are you Kat?
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I sorta just realised that this whole heartbreaking thing is probably going to cost me about half of my support network. That was a fucking great idea.
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Also, today is the day that the QUT student guild...
This afternoon comes the council meeting I have been dreading for months, where the right-wing Young Libs will remove the guild constitution and replace it with a new one that gives them power over elections, removes all accountability processes and destroys the support systems for queer, disabled, linguistically and culturally diverse and all other marginalised students. They have already closed...
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,kkkkkklnmas
Title courtesy of Ants. The cat does not like tumblr at all. I was just coming here to say into the void: It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. I am feeling inadequate and jealous and rejected and abandoned and guilty and all of these feelings that logically don’t make a lot of sense but that knowledge is only serving to make me feel ashamed of myself for having them.
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There needs to be some pill you can take to stop...
Imagine if you could just be like: I am feeling too many feelings right now, I might take a holiday from those for the next few hours.
Anonymous asked: I wish I felt that i could call you, i really need a friend.
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A heart is a muscle that pumps blood.
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I haven’t showered because I don’t want to wash you off of me.
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So in case it hasn’t been clear to anyone, I accidentally fell in love and got my feelings hurt. This feels so much like grief I don’t know how to make sense of it. Nothing is like before. I just keep crying all over the furniture.
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Standing in the ashes at the end of the world.
So another broken, bleeding, oozing heart is flung on top of the pile. Who even knew I had one left to break?
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Watchinnerfatgirl:
mmmajestic:
SUPER NSFW FISTING 101 feat. Jessica Luxury & Majestic Legay
SUBTITLED VERSION HERE
In this video Jessica and I get caught in the middle of one of our favorite activities, fisting! We answer all of the hot burning questions people have about fisting safety, how to and basics. Then we show you it all goes down in a sexy and informative demonstration.
Happy...
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Get back in your jar, feelings.
My feelings escaped and got themselves hurt. I don’t want to feel feelings anymore.
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This might have been a terrible idea.
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Here's to the hearts we awaken just to break.
“God, a couple months ago I tripped and I smashed my face up and I really fucked...”
– Will Sheff (via danibean)
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And here is another hilarious old photo of me.
From when I was 13/14. So early-2000s-suburban-working-class-goth it hurts.