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My fire-eating career came to an end
when I could no longer tell
when to spit and when

to swallow.
Last night in Amsterdam,
1,000 tulips burned to death.

I have an alibi. When I walked by
your garden, your hand
grenades were in bloom.

You caught me playing
loves me, loves me
not, metal pins between my teeth.

I forget the difference
between seduction
and arson,

ignition and cognition. I am a girl
with incendiary
vices and you have a filthy never

mind. If you say no, twice,
it’s a four-letter word.
You are so dirty, people have planted

flowers on you: heliotropes. sun-
flowers. You’ll take
anything. Loves me,

loves me not.
I want to bend you over
and whisper: “potting soil,” “fresh

cut.” When you made
the urgent fists of peonies
a proposition, I stole a pair of botanists’

hands. Green. Confident. All thumbs.
I look sharp in garden
shears and it rained spring

all night. 1,000 tulips
burned to death
in Amsterdam.

We didn’t hear the sirens.
All night, you held my alibis
so softly, like taboos

already broken.

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There is so much to break down in this world other than each other.

I'm really interested in and amazed by lots of stuff. Particularly:
- being queer as fuck
- breaking everything down (other than each other)
- active consent
- sex-positive education
- anti-oppressive language
- reproductive freedom
- rejecting the gender binary
- cooking and eating food
- dumpster diving
- appreciating
- being punk as fuck
- Doing It Yourself
- the ocean
- spoken word poetry
- spinning in circles
- blowing bubbles
- learning
- teaching
- sharing
- this little blue ball on which we live
- the solar system, galaxy and universe it is floating in
- honesty
- conflict resolution
- books
- direct action
- adventuring
- flexing my brain muscle
- being generally amazed
- you

Some people who are incredibly important to me died very recently, so this blog is likely to contain lots of stuff about death and grief and suicide. If this is triggering for you or you don't wish to see it for any reason, let me know and I will do what I can to help.

I also probably will post a bunch of punk music because that's pretty important right now.
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